Caged...That's What I Feel Like..!!

[zionoir626]

Well it's been over a month..No Gym Time..!!
I canceled one because I was close to moving, but that got paused, then I was down for a few weeks..
Each time I think I'm better, something else starts up..
Hell, just the other day I nearly went out in a store..very close..

Without going into things too deep,Jax was a total wash..
It's all-good..I'll bounce back..!!

Once I get stable, back in Dr.s care..I should start getting back to Normal..What ever the fuck that IS..!!

BUT...
It's hard..to hold..!!
Just not wise for me to return in the current condition I'm in..
On TRT...and will stay on that until I improve..

Mixed Emotions reading post and threads, not being able to return just Yet..!!
I know Me..and a light day at the Gym..doesn't exist for Me..!!
So..thinking I can do a few sets and leave..That's not me..!!

Plus,I've lost so much..and yeah..!! I want it Back..!!

But,don't think I'm not planning an Epic Return..!!
Sorry I haven't been consistent on ASF..
Like I said, Mixed Emotions..!!
Z...

 

[Bolan]

Get back when your up to it... Muscle has memory..
Like you said..maybe bite the bullet and go to the gym and just get a few sets in.. I know its
half assed to you, but any TUT right now maybe good for your health/mental health... Even if
its a few sets brother!!!
Stay strong
Respect!
B.

 

[Startingover]

Get back when your up to it... Muscle has memory..
Like you said..maybe bite the bullet and go to the gym and just get a few sets in.. I know its
half assed to you, but any TUT right now maybe good for your health/mental health... Even if
its a few sets brother!!!
Stay strong
Respect!
B.

what Bolan said
Anytime in ur happy place will be better than none Z!
even if ya get on a treadmill behind a sweet ass for 10 mins?
Lol
Gym always seems to make us feel good .
Stay strong
Stay positive
Stay Focused Z!!!!!

 

[B-Roll81]

Well it's been over a month..No Gym Time..!!
I canceled one because I was close to moving, but that got paused, then I was down for a few weeks..
Each time I think I'm better, something else starts up..
Hell, just the other day I nearly went out in a store..very close..

Without going into things too deep,Jax was a total wash..
It's all-good..I'll bounce back..!!

Once I get stable, back in Dr.s care..I should start getting back to Normal..What ever the fuck that IS..!!

BUT...
It's hard..to hold..!!
Just not wise for me to return in the current condition I'm in..
On TRT...and will stay on that until I improve..

Mixed Emotions reading post and threads, not being able to return just Yet..!!
I know Me..and a light day at the Gym..doesn't exist for Me..!!
So..thinking I can do a few sets and leave..That's not me..!!

Plus,I've lost so much..and yeah..!! I want it Back..!!

But,don't think I'm not planning an Epic Return..!!
Sorry I haven't been consistent on ASF..
Like I said, Mixed Emotions..!!
Z...

Z… I don’t know you personally, but I can relate to the emotions you’ve expressed. I’ve put my heart and soul into things more than once, and have failed and the number one lesson I’ve learned in the failures is to make it a point to control the things I can control. Because THAT will have the most positive effect on the bounce back.

Let’s keep the focused on all the things we’re grateful for and dig DEEP!

P.S. God is good. All the time. Even when the people and circumstances in our lives are not.